Have to face my fear

Lately, I am not feeling really well. I have felt pain in my lower abdomen. I have felt this before and went to the doctor to make sure if something is wrong with me. I felt relieve when the doctor told me that it was fine. Told me that the pain is because I am stress and I need to rest a lot. I am happy with what the doctor told me. After few months I do not feel the pain anymore. It makes me think that the pain is due to stress and tired. I do not have to worry if something is seriously wrong with me.

However, I felt the same pain like before. And this time it is a bit painful than before. It really scares me. I have told the sister about it and she told me to go to the doctor to have me checked. But I am so scared to go and know of my illness. I fear to know the truth that is why I am hesitant to go to the doctor. But the more I prolong it the scarier it is. I have to face my fear and will go to the doctor sooner to have me checked and to know why my lower abdomen is painful. I hope and pray that it is not serious. Help me God.

I want to give it a try this time

To work in a government is a good opportunity. I wanted to apply for a job in the government long time ago. One of the requirements is that I should pass the Civil Service Examination. I did try to take this examination right after my college graduation; however, I did not push it through because I am scared that I won’t pass the examination. My college friends did try. Some passed and some failed. I do not have enough confidence and believe in myself that is why I did not submit my application to take the Civil Service Examination.

But lately, my sister told me that there are lots of jobs opening in the government. Someone told her if she knows someone who can apply for the job vacancies. The sister shared it to me, and I really like to apply for the job. Unfortunately, I do not have Civil Service License. I cannot apply for any vacancy because I do not have the license. The sister encourages me to take the said examination. She told me that I will be able to pass it. The sister’s faith in me gives me the reason to give it a try this time. I have to do my very best to pass the examination for myself. Good luck to me!

It feels really great

For the past weeks, I feel so stress because of the problems at home. The misunderstanding and arguments at home are becoming regular. It is very stressful indeed especially when the father utters words that are hurtful. I do not talk back at him when he nags because I am afraid I might say words that I might regret it after. However, the brother is different. He always reason out even if I told him not to argue with father. Well, they have the same personality and attitudes that is why they always clash. I am reminded the brother to be nice to father because he is old. His being to nagger is because of his age. I told him that if something happens to father; he will regret it for sure.

Lately, the house is at peace. Arguments and misunderstanding is lessening. They even have nice conversation in some issues, also hearing father laugh often. It really feels great to see them talking and laughing instead of arguing. The house now is a bit at peace and less stressful to me. I do hope that this would continue. Though misunderstandings do occur sometimes, I hope that it will resolve sooner so no more hurting words. I also hope that patience and love will prevail in our hurts.

Trying the healthy lifestyle

We only have one life and one body that needs to be taken care of properly for once it is broken or damaged, it cannot be replaced.  Yes, it can be repaired but when the damaged is severe, there is nothing we can do to bring it back to normal.  That is why we have to take good care of our body, and handle it with lots of care.  We should eat healthy foods to live a healthy lifestyle, however, because of our busy schedule; we prefer to eat instant foods which are not good because it has preservatives that are not good to our health/body.

The sister wanted to live a healthy lifestyle that is why she decided to eat vegetables, fruits and oil free foods.  Instead of buying instant foods, she prefers to cook for herself and her family. Because her friend told her that drinking carrot and apple juice is very good to the body, the sister bought a juice maker so she can make her own apple and carrot juice.  She has been drinking apple and carrot juice for a week now and she likes it.  She feels that her body is not too heavy compared before where she eats meats and oily foods.  Eating vegetables, fruits and fresh juices are good for the skin as well, so I might try this soon.  I hope I can.