Because of my father’s condition, my day is a restless day. I can’t find even a minute to relax because I have my nephew and nieces to attend too. My father still cannot walk, move and stand. We have to carry him every time he wants to pee, eat and drink water. Very tiring and takes a lot of patience. I felt my patience is running out because my father is too demanding. And when I will no come right away when he calls, he yells and even says bad words. He doesn’t understand that I have kids to attend too plus him and I am doing it alone. Sometimes I wish to be superwoman to carry it all by myself. Lord gives me more strength, extend my patience and guide me so that I will be able to stay strong. I wanted to give up but if this is the cross I have to carry I will accept it with all my heart. I know you wont give me things that I cannot carry; I thank you Lord for this because this is a test of patience and the love I have for my father as well as to my family.
Though today is a restless day, I am glad and happy that I am able to manage it. I wish to have a good night sleep tonight, as I do not have a good night sleep last night. And that is because of my father’s condition.