In the house I do almost all of the chores. I do not have someone to help me in doing the household chores after the sister got married. Though I am used to it, still I feel exhausted because the chores I have now makes me so tired. I have loads of laundry to do , cleaning the house , taking care of the kids and the likes. I have been thinking of moving out of the house for them to realize that I am tired of doing the same thing without them helping me. But every time I try it, I felt guilty to leave them. I find it hard to leave the house and be on my own for a while. Thinking of how is it to leave the house and live alone, it makes me so sad. These are the reason why I find it hard to leave.
I just keep to myself the burdens I felt. I always pray that God will give me more strength and energy to do all the things that are given to me. However, I am thinking of telling the family what I feel for them to know that I am not okay anymore. I just wait for the perfect time to tell them and let them know that I would appreciate if they could help me some time.